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I should be filling my time with lesson plans for the children, but I’m distracted from my work with everything that’s happened. I suppose I’m still not over everything that happened and I’m still sort of nervous about living in this quad again. Sometimes I can swear I can see the bloodstains on the walls. [deleted]
As sad as it is to admit it, I have a hard time going into my personal bedroom anymore. I’ve been sleeping in one of the other rooms, slowly attempting to move my things over although it’s hard to go in there at times. I keep hyperventilating when I try to go in. [deleted] After all, that’s the place where I…
…Maybe I should try to work again, it might help to distract my distracted mind with actual work, after all.
Although perhaps after tea.
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[Sat 19 Jun @ 5:42pm] |
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Still, being in this… Place again, it feels…
I had a shiver run along my spine when I opened the door to come inside, to be honest. It’s all cleaned now, of course, I imagine he hadn’t bothered to come back to the quad for all I know, after all people might have looked for him here, but still — the school obviously wasn’t going to leave a mess such as that one here. I digress, though. I still know where everything had fallen, where every spot of…
I shouldn’t think about it. What I should be thinking about is re-unpacking. I think I’m getting a talent for it. Unpacking here, unpacking at Andrew’s and now re-unpacking here again. I wonder how many more times in my life I’ll be moving and having to do this again. Not that it’s an interesting topic of anythi—
—what on earth was that?
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It has come time to make the purchase of some new records, I think. There’s only so much Cohen I can deal with before I want to throw the blasted things out the window just like old times, really. [deleted] Maybe after the groceries are bought and unpacked I’ll take a stroll into town again and see what the music stores in the area have to offer.
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